Why I'm sinlge?

Why I’m single.

I trust God.

Trust is defined as – confidence in expectation, assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something, one in which confidence is placed

Because I know that I’m human, and can be lead by emotions or what I think is best for me. I chose to TRUST God, and wait for him to send me my mate. Considering he knows my future, he knows what emotional and mental needs I need. My thinking is, why not wait on him? I only know what I feel today, and what I went through in the past, I have an idea of what qualities I want in a man, but it’s best to wait on God. I don’t know what my future holds; I can’t tell you how my behavior will be in next week, then in two years. Only God knows that, it would be wise to focus on God. What I can do in the meantime is work on preparing me to become to better woman, mother, friend, and future wife. In turn God will work on my future mate. He has the perfect mate to complement me in every area of my life.

When you first meet someone, you meet their representative, the person they want you to see. The closer you are too God, the more the devil sends them in disguise. You must remember the devils knows the bible too, and can quote to word of God with the best of them. I recommend, you look at the fruit people bear and study to word for yourself. Look at there walk, what words are coming out of there mouth. Do they complain about everything they encounter? Are they negative about the small things? My favorite is the ones who ask to help out, and than complain about it. Or they complain about how everyone wants them to do everything, but if you don’t ask them, then their feeling get hurt (can’t win for losing).

My reason behind bringing this up, is in the beginning no one is going to tell you the truth about themselves. No one is going to tell you the truth and say, “…by the way I’m 40 and I live at home with my parents, because I’m afraid of failure and have codependences issues, and my goal is to have you and everyone else new that comes around, enable me just like everyone else in my past has, and oh yeah, can I borrow $300.” Lol….sorry it’s not that easy; lets be honest.

I don’t feel in my heart, all men or women knowing enter a relationship hoping to use the other person, yes there are bad spirits out there, but the majority of the time we aren’t even aware of our issues. We are so good at wearing musk and camouflaging our pains. We can’t even recognize ourselves in the mirror.

James writes… why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. (James4-14NIV)

Do you even know how you got there you are today? Three, five, ten years has past and you look back and say, “What happen?” Time is what happens, it doesn’t wait on you. It seems just like yesterday you started that job and now 10 years had pass and your still at the same level or not where you really want to be. Or you look at your life and you, think, “Is this it?” Just going thru mentions in time, are you progressing or existing? You wonder why you’re depressed.

The more I get closer to God, the more I learn to desire a relationship with God more then with man. I know it sounds off the wall, but it’s true because I have a feeling of expectancy, I know that God has a perfect mate just for me, to complement me in everyway. Where I’m weak, he’s strong. He’s patience, and understanding, attractive to the eye physically. He loves God more than his self, more than me and his family. And when he sees me, his physical eye won’t lead, his spiritual eye will. He will know. Everyone around us will know. Without any doubt; this couple was created by God. Not through their own lust or ideas, but through there obedience. Balance spiritually, mentally, and physically. So now do you know why I’m single?